I am not looking forward to what is coming next week. I forgot all about my brothers bachelor party and I really do not feel like sitting around with a bunch of drunk, blabbering fools. I myself tend to hold my composer very well and do not like making a fool out of myself. I know that showing up there only means that I will be the odd one out and will get made fun of. The only good thing about the party is that my brother has invited a bunch of ladies from Geneva escorts to join all of us for the day/night. That may just be the only reason anyone will see my face there. I still have not made my final decision yet, I will base it upon my attitude and outlook on the situation the morning before. My mind always changes, so I might as well not jump the gun quite yet.